Regrets You Never Realized Before Can Become Your Biggest Mistakes.

So in case you hadn't noticed before....I really like to have long titles for pretty much everything I write. And I'm going to have to apologize right now to anyone that reads my blog because 1) I haven't written in a while and 2) because I lied....this will be my last post about regular stuff before I start putting poetry up here. So sorry!!!!!!!

So for all you people who don't know, I've recently learned that sometimes...the person you love can't help you with all the missing pieces called your life. I always thought when I was little that the only thing missing from my life was the kind of love that my parents have for each other. But, I now know what real love truly is and now that I know I can see that there is so much more missing from my life than I ever realized. Short story is, I fell in love with the wrong person. And for all you people out there who don't believe that teenagers can fall in love I need you to think again.

This week I've really been looking at myself and who I really am; the things I've uncovered about myself are pretty much all the same. This entire time I've been regretting the choices I've made because of this boy but when I really looked at it this week I figured out that regretting everything is the biggest mistake I ever made.

People all around the world spend so much time regretting things that they miss out on experiences that are always going to be right behind them. This is one of our biggest mistakes of all. I'm starting to understand now what my mom is always saying when she tells me to just live in the moment. But we all choose to live in that one specific moment for so long that we miss all of the other moments that need to be had. It's good to live in the moment at that time of our life, but if another experience comes along shouldn't we let go of that other time in our life and move on to the other? This is the main question I can't seem to figure out anymore....I want to live in a period of time that was always so good in my life. Because I want to live in that time though makes me not want to move on to embrace the next fun thing happening in the present. So should I move on or live in the moment that made me happiest? Personally I've been starting to think about moving on...I'm starting to take the first steps to correcting my mistakes. I just hope I won't make too many on my way out of the height to which I have fallen.